my whole body hurts
I feel sad and empty and tired and hopeless
i just want to sleep forever
this isn't the sharp sorrow of youth
it's the slow, creeping sorrow of middle age - the things I fear will come to pass
and my head is sore
it's a dizzying teeter on the edge of the ravine
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Clergs, nae worry - It's just psychosomatic reaction to watching Professor Hottie give evidence today to the COVID inquiry.
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If it helps Rham, I like your character as it comes across in rof. Breath of fresh air most of the time.
Be kind to yourself
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chin up m6
tbh when I feel like that it’s usually because I’ve hit the jakehead a bit too hard
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devi being shamed is the one shining light right now
only joking I don't care at all
how do people just plough through the poisonous mist?
one foot in front of other I suppose
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You might want to think about getting a bit of medical help clergs for this relentless tide of negativity.
Seriously, it really isn’t healthy.
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Tell Mr Clergs, "Your job tonight is to pleasure me in a way that relieves me from my ontological malaise." Then lie back and think of Laz.
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It’s seasonal imo. Are the skies grey where you are atm?
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I am making Marcella Hazan’s bolognaise; it’s impossible to be unhappy cooking something that’s going to be awesome…
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You do sound a bit unwell, although I'm finding it all a bit constant gloom just now, and I'm usually annoyingly chirpy.
Can you get some sun for a few days, will that help the perspective? I think it's what I need so that's my plan anyway.
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if this is not just part of your online persona you are clearly suffering from depression and should think about some medical help
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Or what strutter said
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a lot of people live their whole adult lives on SSRIs but I am not convinced those lives are particularly better
just more dulled
at least I have done more interesting things than I had ten yrs ago I could absolutely bow out now with no further curiosity
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Walk in the woods followed by a flat white helps me.
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yeah both these things are excellent shouts (tho I am a non-milk girl)
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trouble I find is getting self to put clothes on
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Get dressed and go. The storm is waiting.
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I got wasted like all my potential …
words to live by
this sauce is going to be EPIC
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I also feel unbelievably shite today
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I would love to be lost in the storm never to be seen or thought of again
there are annoyingly enough people to be sad when I go yet not enough to be confident that anyone will be left to be sad when I do go
what a conundrum
think I am having pizza for dinner
solidarity laz - it's awful, eh
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what kind of pizza? if it has pineapple you are dead to me …
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dunno my sister will provide it (so probably just veg)
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10mg of vitamin D. Daily. Appaz
Bout to try it myself.
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I agree with Prodigal Son. You really need vitamin D!
Try also to prepare the food that reminds you of your happy days. February is a short month and in no time the spring will bring brighter and longer days, so be patient, care for yourself and soon you'll smile again!
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OK 2 munjacs and a tribe of magpies gossiping about my arrival later I now have my flat white. No work done at all…
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My missus is on the rollercoaster of menopause and I'm in the car behind her, which has no safety belt. HTH
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I recommend some Scottish Country Dancing.
Or some other activity that involves meeting other people and having a lot of fun.
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I’m feeling absolutely tip top today
Even had delusions of omnipotence earlier on the god thread (until Jim had me bang to rights doing a blasphemy against Him)
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pizza upd8 pls
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V nice thanks (no pineapple)
Now watching umma with Sandra oh
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nice
my bolognaise was epic
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5 hours of simmering tho ….
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Worth it for the perfect Ragu!
Got the lemon balm tea going now.
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I can confirm SSRIs are useless
I've had a few nasty panic attacks lately and thought about opening them again but have decided to go for a boring option of not drinking and following regular exercise routines instead for a bit
Less numbing plus I get to be self righteous about it so win win
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Feels like ill health is stalking the land
How are you feeling now, gaga?
I would like to not be so scared all the time
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I am 40 in March
There is a sense that the best is past and it wasn't that good anyway. And there is a complete failure to launch
Wish it was a film instead of a life in real time. If would surely all be resolved in 2 hilarious and poignant hours, with Seth Rogen probably starring as the wise 18 year old stoner kid he's played for the last 25 years (now aged 45)
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40 is the beginning for most guys
I advocate just being a wise hermit with books, though
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I'm not most guys
Genuinely scared of how isolated and One Hour Photo like things are gonna get
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