Drugs...

I was on the "good drugs" yesterday and found it so so easy to amend some boring documents...

I don't need the painkillers today ... but I'm considering taking them cos, fvck me, this sh1t is harder to look at when you aren't off your face frown.

 

 

 

I'm not taking them kids!  I was just making the point that... fvck what I am doing is dull ;)

Drugs for a cracked jawbone. doesn't actually hurt today as it was only a hairline fractured.  Dental procedure gone wrong.

"I don't need the painkillers today ... but I'm considering taking them cos, fvck me, this sh1t is harder to look at when you aren't off your face"

 

this is what you wrote. makes them alarm bells ring

Fluffy31 Jan 19 08:34

 

See's a 30 year old woman DD... ...with a string of men behind her. If she wants drugs...

 

The mental image that promotes is... exhausting ;)

Your ribs are stuck on to your spine or breast bone with cartilage Fluffster.  I had such a bad cough one year I ripped out the cartilage at the back.  it has not played well with the front either since then. 

ps heh at ddk giving advice on drugs 

Jesus wept, tramodol, co-dydramol? Those are ridiculously weak and shouldn't have anywhere near an effect approaching weird.  Even zapain, the Codene mix with paracetamol isn't exactly a burden.  Percocet, I'll grant, is getting close to something resembling a more powerful sedative but gods I take so much stronger than that every single day.  Odd.  

I got dihydrocodeine from the hospital recently and they are amazing for pain but I don't really get any sort of buzz from them. if anything just a bit of nausea.

Wangsun - you need to sell that stuff to the kids.  There isn't a pill on the market that combines codeine and an NSAID.

Skool me if I'm wrong, cos I'd be bang on it.

Codeine in particular has a massively varying effect depending on the individual.  My mum always complains about being wary of taking her mid-strength Cocodamols because it makes her feel weird whereas I spent months with a prescription of max strength Cocos knocking back 8 a day and it doing little more than taking the edge off the pain I was in.

Amitriptyline on the other hand was proper weird.  Taking me from someone with pretty much constant mild insomnia to someone who lay down and then woke up the next morning with a complete absence of the period in between.

I was prescribed low dose amitriptyline for focal migraines a few years ago. I didn’t take them after I read the possible side effects. Very risk averse me! As it happens they’d have done fook all as I’ve discovered via my neurologist that mine are caused by a physiological issue and not a chemical imbalance. Docs way too keen on dishing out drugs rather than looking at other possibilities. 

I have a cupboard full of the good stuff and the very good stuff. It does not make the boredom any better. 

It just makes me feel like I am trying to make my brain walk up an escalator the wrong way, all while being utterly bored.

 

 

Slowly but surely Fluffy.  

I'm trying to wean myself off all the drugs at the moment as they just make me so tired. 

Overall, I'm much, much better than I ever dared hope to be. On some days I'm pretty much totally normal and able to do whatever I want. 

Yet I still do have day to day challenges and on other days am severely restricted in what I can do

The real problem however is I never know what a day is going to be like in advance so it is very difficult to make any plans.  I haven't done any travelling since the last operation so... 

...well the positive is that you have 'normal' days at all. It could have been so grim...

...sorry to hear about the travel. Does that mean the home project is postponed?

I'm feeling a bit lost all round if I'm honest Fluffs. 

 

I still don't know what life is going to look like long term so it's really hard to make any decisions.

Also I am basically a shut in hermit these days, as I rarely leave my house, so life is very monotonous and I'm not sure anymore how I would survive anywhere anymore without Netflix, Wagamama food delivery and door to door delivery of almost anything and everything else. 

Home project proceeds... I have to send final instructions to the architect for plans this weekend. 

But I have 5 years once the approval is given to start building.. which means that it's not a pack your bags and go home right now thing anyway.

 

 

Ah, now I geddit!  That comment wasn't mine.

I have a very very low tolerance for drugs and alcohol. One wine and I'm anybodies, two and I wouldn't notice.... I feel high with paracetamol... so I never take them.

I have some cocodamol which a friend gave me, one of which knocks me out for 24 hours.

I am a lightweight.  Mind you I never drank at all until 30 so that may explain it.

TBH coffee and chocolate are quite serious drugs too.  As is cinnamon - absolutely mental psychotropic.  

But because these are familiar household items have few immediate bad effects we don't take them all that seriously.  

As is cinnamon - absolutely mental psychotropic.  

 

I didn't know this. As kids, my mum used to give us cinnamon sticks to chew on. Whole ones. I'd work through one or two in an afternoon then watch the Magic Roundabout. You're telling me that was a documentary and all the colours, flowers, mines full of sugar cubes, guitar playing hippie rabbit and moustachioed one legged man with a spring coming out of his backside were in my imagination?

I tried taking 5mg or 10mg of amitryp and it knocked me so sideways I stopped whereas by dear brother has been taking it for nut-nut issues for decades at hospital doses of 100mg / day and still manages to get up. Doesn't admittedly function much but tells me it would be worse without.