did a fook up today

usually when this happens I can style it out, pivot, fix it and make it look like it was no biggie

not this time

this time I had to say "I fcked up, sorry, I've fixed it now but no argument it was a fck up. By me. Uh oh."

hate this, so humiliating

Hard luck

It happens

It is usually mortifying

If it was not then our brains would not fear the sensation in future and we would not strive to avoid repeat fookuppery

Ooft indeed 

Great chasm opens up

You, wormlike, wriggle in, aflame with anxiety

Minutes ago, a peacock walking with swagger on firm ground. Boom…

tomorrow the worm transitions back to modest bashful human. Eventually peacock feathers start to sprout, then boom. 

How it is.