Save me...

...I have f*cked up big time.

I inadvertently released data that reveals everything.

Everything... ...how time began, how empathy grows from spores, how the human spirit is a fruit based cocktail... ...AND the big one.

You’re in shit.  Retreat to Cornwall, I’ll. claim welsh diplomatic immunity for you.

F, you have simply succumbed to The Second Law. There is no escape...

I have the bolt gun... ...not sure whether to put it through my eye or the temple. 

I can take the pain but not the failure...

My parents died in reverse sequence to the level of direct impact they had on my life...

...my mum fought with every ounce of her strength but NHS incompetence was too strong, it killed her. Worse, they tormented her with the belief that she could survive...

...my dad loved her with every fibre of his body. His adoration was powerful and crushing at the same time. He gave up... ...he shrank physically and mentally. 

These are simple facts...

...not really, they are skewed by my guilt.

Let it all go. 

As a keep-net perch released to the water...