How do you do this? Struggling with the old existential angst again a lot at the moment. The job feels particularly pointless (and particularly thankless) at the moment. WFH really doesn't help. In a world without proper human connection everyone seems to feel much more able to be sh1tty about stuff and that makes me less inclined to go the extra mile.
While I appreciate my materially very comfortable life I really can't get excited about owning more fancy things. I love my family and I want them to be happy but its easy for the pressures of providing for them to feel like a millstone and it's hard to stay out of the mindset that every fvcker seems to want me to make their life easier and nobody is offering up any support.
I need a purpose in life, don't feel like I have one, and very much feel like I am running out of time to find one. At the same time I have zero energy to do anything about it.
Do you reckon it's possible to convince yourself to believe in god?