this week since I started work this 


sat opposite some trainees in their first week yesterday on the train


god I felt old


our trainee makes me feel ashamed of how shit and stumbling I am even now

so glad I am not in competition with this cohort

it's going to be bad when they are my boss tho

Clubbers happy anniversary.  I'm also one of the 1999 intake pondering the fact I've been doing this on and off for two decades.